Happy/Sad

Again..
It happen to me "again"..
Happy, Sad..
Sometimes I feel so happy near of you..
But, that can change be sad near of you..
This day, that happen again!
I hate that..
No matter what your act to me..
I'm still loving you..
For ever..
But..
Can you know it?
Are this feeling must be ban in my life?
But..
I can't do it ma boy..
Cause..
Without you..
I'm not have spirit again..
To fight in the future..
I wish you and I be couple..
And longlast~ {}
-DM

Happy or Sad

Happy, Sad..
I'm feel it again in ma life..
well..
I see your statement in the sosmed..
You say in the morning you already look 'her' smile..
Who did you mean her here?
Because I think that..
In the morning you meet with me and we walk together to our class..
So, Are your statement is for me or other girls?
Please give me an answer..
Cause I don't want to wait you longer again..
I'm so tired to waiting you..
Hope you have same feeling with me..
Amiinn.. :)
-DM

Hurt..

Hurt, disappointed, Sad..
That's ma feeling right now..
Didn't you know boy?
My feeling so deep until I get hurt..
In here, I just can cry..
Cause..
I don't know what Should I do..
Can you know ma feeling?
Ma feeling isn't toy
that you only play with it!
You should know that..
my feeling also broke..
when you touch it so hard..
You.. Yeah you..
You already broke ma feeling with your hand..
Really..
I'm wrong to choose you..
In fact, you only make me disappointed to you..
Smile?
I can't do that..
Cause this feeling are broken so deeply..
Even if I can smile in front of you..
It just Fake Smile..
To cover ma hurt..
that you make it..

Bullshit!

Hahaha :D
I'm being stupid with this LOVE..
I never think more about LOVE..
I'm just think the positive side of Love..
And I never think the negative side of Love..
How so stupid I'm..
Aaaaaahhh..
This love make me Stress!!
Yeah, at the first time..
I don't know why I believe your word..
But..
Now, your word can't be believe!!
Angry?
Of Course..
Hahaha :D
Then I Hate this Feeling! I hate it!
I just wanna be alone..
I don't need other people!
I just want alone!
Your word is so Bullshit!
Aaaahh..
I will never believe to you again!
Hate it!
Alone? It's better than be your girls!
Maybe..
I'm be Crazy if I your girl!
Think twice to have feeling with You!!

Still Waiting

Someday..
In the night, I ask to the star who bright in the sky..
"Can I be his girl?"
then, I see that there are star who fall to the earth..
And I make hope to that star..
"I hope, He also have same feeling with me"
But, I think that it's so impossible for me..
then I think again..
If he hasn't same feeling like me..
I will waiting him
even if I be old..
I will still waiting you..
to go in ma heart, and..
Go to our future..
Amin :)
-DM-

I Think I'm Falling in Love with Someone?

Day by Day..
Month by month..
I'm still think about he who already take my heart in the past..
without realizing..
There are someone who really care to me about my feeling to Mr...
He always in my side,
when I cry, and also Happy..
Then, I'm feel so comfort with him..
Is this falling in Love?
BUT..
I'm scared to love him..
I'm scared that..
The accident at me falling in love with Mr...
will happen again..
Confused?
Yes, I'm feel it..

God..
If he is my destiny..
Make us be a couple..
Really,
that's make me so confused..
Between he love me or not..
or..
He only be feel sorry to me..
aaaahh..
Why I have a terrible love like this?
It's ma destiny..
So, I will do it although that's so hurt for me..
Cause, It's my destiny..
And I will strong to do that..

Never 'Forget' You in My Life

Sometimes..
I Remember our memory..
First we be 'sister and brother' because you have a goal for me..
"To make me better debater than others"
I'm very moved to hear that.. That words can makes me have more spirit to study about English Debate..
I always learn to make you proud of me..
And I have a dream that..
I can follow competition with you..
I'm study hard about debate..
Then, your goal to makes me be better debater is materialized..
After that, you leave me alone when i'm falling in love with you..
I don't know what should I do..
Then my friends help me to make you know about my feeling..
But, what did you say? you say that let the destiny answer all about my feeling to him..
Shocked, Sad, Cry? Of course it happen to me..
But I'm be gratefull to God, cause he know about my feeling..
Happy? Just little until you be near with someone girl that i know her..


Why? Why I'm still falling in love with you? But you? never know about my feeling..
Sad, Happy, of course i'm feel like that.. Sometimes, you make me go up to the sky, but you make me fall to the ground faster.. Hurt? Of course..
Even I see you with her, I can't say anything.. Cause I remember that you aren't mine..
I never forget you when I'm sleep, study, eat, and the others..
But, I think that.. "Are you also think me in your life?" Maybe the answer is NO..
Because there are any girls that you love her..
This heart being broken when I see you with her..
Sad, Cry..
Never gonna be finished..
Then.. I find "other" boy.. And I find it..
But.. It's so different with you..
Why you should be her boy? Why you not be my boy?
Then, I'm aware that..
I can't be yours.. That boy who I'm find, can makes me always smile everytime, then slowly I can 'Forget' you.. But..
I will Never 'Forget' You in My Life cause you're someone spesiall who can makes me be better..
I always 'love' you like my brothers.. I can't hope to God to make you become ma boy.. Cause I see in your face, you're so happy with her, Your Love..
This Feeling always be gone after I see you happy with her..
Yeah, i'm feel so sad..
But if you happy, I also happy for you..
-JM-