Never 'Forget' You in My Life

Sometimes..
I Remember our memory..
First we be 'sister and brother' because you have a goal for me..
"To make me better debater than others"
I'm very moved to hear that.. That words can makes me have more spirit to study about English Debate..
I always learn to make you proud of me..
And I have a dream that..
I can follow competition with you..
I'm study hard about debate..
Then, your goal to makes me be better debater is materialized..
After that, you leave me alone when i'm falling in love with you..
I don't know what should I do..
Then my friends help me to make you know about my feeling..
But, what did you say? you say that let the destiny answer all about my feeling to him..
Shocked, Sad, Cry? Of course it happen to me..
But I'm be gratefull to God, cause he know about my feeling..
Happy? Just little until you be near with someone girl that i know her..


Why? Why I'm still falling in love with you? But you? never know about my feeling..
Sad, Happy, of course i'm feel like that.. Sometimes, you make me go up to the sky, but you make me fall to the ground faster.. Hurt? Of course..
Even I see you with her, I can't say anything.. Cause I remember that you aren't mine..
I never forget you when I'm sleep, study, eat, and the others..
But, I think that.. "Are you also think me in your life?" Maybe the answer is NO..
Because there are any girls that you love her..
This heart being broken when I see you with her..
Sad, Cry..
Never gonna be finished..
Then.. I find "other" boy.. And I find it..
But.. It's so different with you..
Why you should be her boy? Why you not be my boy?
Then, I'm aware that..
I can't be yours.. That boy who I'm find, can makes me always smile everytime, then slowly I can 'Forget' you.. But..
I will Never 'Forget' You in My Life cause you're someone spesiall who can makes me be better..
I always 'love' you like my brothers.. I can't hope to God to make you become ma boy.. Cause I see in your face, you're so happy with her, Your Love..
This Feeling always be gone after I see you happy with her..
Yeah, i'm feel so sad..
But if you happy, I also happy for you..
-JM-